10pm Cotton mouth. Relaxed. Tired. I think smoking a bunch can help with sleep. Definitely smoked more than earlier.
Sunday, June 30, 2019
Blueberry Kush | THC 24% CBD 0% | Indica dominant
10pm Cotton mouth. Relaxed. Tired. I think smoking a bunch can help with sleep. Definitely smoked more than earlier.
Saturday, June 29, 2019
Cherry Pie helps after panic attacks | Indica leaning hybrid
Just had a panic attack, realized what it was when I finally started calming down. Still so stressed that I couldn’t handle normal things like the dogs barking. Had to just walk aaay from that.
Took Cherry Pie to help with the stress after the panic attack, it’s helping. So while I don’t know that Cherry Pie will stop a panic attack it does help after having one. (And seriously just realizing I’m having a panic attack seems to get me to calm down enough to end it.) I’m aware of the stress and that the stressor is still there, but it’s like I’ve got a safe barrier up between me and it now. I know I’ll still have to deal with it but this has given me some space to calm down before getting to it.
I strongly suspect this would also help with flashbacks.
Later: had to have a discussion about the thing that had caused my panic attack, the stress hit again and I still would have preferred to avoid the topic, but I was able to work more towards problem solving the issue.
Cherry Pie | THC 23.96% CBD 0.19% | Indica leaning hybrid
Took Cherry Pie to help with the stress after the panic attack, it’s helping. So while I don’t know that Cherry Pie will stop a panic attack it does help after having one. (And seriously just realizing I’m having a panic attack seems to get me to calm down enough to end it.) I’m aware of the stress and that the stressor is still there, but it’s like I’ve got a safe barrier up between me and it now. I know I’ll still have to deal with it but this has given me some space to calm down before getting to it.
I strongly suspect this would also help with flashbacks.
Later: had to have a discussion about the thing that had caused my panic attack, the stress hit again and I still would have preferred to avoid the topic, but I was able to work more towards problem solving the issue.
Cherry Pie | THC 23.96% CBD 0.19% | Indica leaning hybrid
Friday, June 28, 2019
Critical Mass doesn’t help with depression | Indica dominant
Critical Mass | THC 9.61% CBD 14.5% | Indica dominant
Thursday, June 27, 2019
Cherry Pie with Critical Mass | Indica
Cherry Pie | THC 23.96% CBD 0.19% | Indica leaning hybrid
Critical Mass | THC 9.61% CBD 14.5% | Indica dominant
Purpose: help with headache and see what this combo is like for helping me sleep. Plus I want to actually go to bed in a halfway decent mood, which is a nice luxury I can actually manage these days with the help of pot. Notes going forward will be written after smoking this combo.
Smooth or harsh: very smooth
Taste: not sure, but there’s a nice almost earthy aftertaste
Anxiety: helps
Depression: helps
Sleep: seems to help
Sensory issues: DBT
Helps migraine so long as I stay relatively still. After getting up and walking around it suddenly hit hard again. Ow. High crept up on me, I didn’t feel very high for a while (but expected it would hit if I stood up) until it suddenly hit me how high I was while still sitting.
Unsure of how much it helps anxiety.
Notes form the next day: falling asleep was...interesting. I’ll sometimes have minor auditory hallucinations while falling asleep, and it’s never disturbed me before (it’s normally just “oh auditory hallucination, awesome, I’m falling asleep!”). This time they were “loud” enough to jolt me out of falling asleep, which was weird and annoying. And as a separate issue, I also seemed to keep making noises while falling asleep, which also woke me up. Despite this I think this combo is worth using again to help me sleep, since I think I’ve used these together at bedtime before (obviously, didn’t take notes at the time) without any of this happening.
Apparently I erased some of my notes from last night. I had some anxiety thoughts but mostly without the anxiety, so I thought this might be helpful for sitting with certain thoughts without having the fear response to them, to help me get used to having a non-fear response. A sort of explosive therapy. Just an idea, I’m not at all certain that this is even a good idea, it’s just an idea.
EDIT 6/29/2019
I tried this combo again last night. I had none of the auditory hallucinations and I wasn't waking myself up with making noises. It took me a while to get to sleep, possibly because I insisted on trying to watch science videos on YouTube, which I haven't tried before, and which I'm sure was not conducive to sleep.
I also found it not to be particularly smooth to smoke this time.
Unsure of how much it helps anxiety.
Notes form the next day: falling asleep was...interesting. I’ll sometimes have minor auditory hallucinations while falling asleep, and it’s never disturbed me before (it’s normally just “oh auditory hallucination, awesome, I’m falling asleep!”). This time they were “loud” enough to jolt me out of falling asleep, which was weird and annoying. And as a separate issue, I also seemed to keep making noises while falling asleep, which also woke me up. Despite this I think this combo is worth using again to help me sleep, since I think I’ve used these together at bedtime before (obviously, didn’t take notes at the time) without any of this happening.
Apparently I erased some of my notes from last night. I had some anxiety thoughts but mostly without the anxiety, so I thought this might be helpful for sitting with certain thoughts without having the fear response to them, to help me get used to having a non-fear response. A sort of explosive therapy. Just an idea, I’m not at all certain that this is even a good idea, it’s just an idea.
EDIT 6/29/2019
I tried this combo again last night. I had none of the auditory hallucinations and I wasn't waking myself up with making noises. It took me a while to get to sleep, possibly because I insisted on trying to watch science videos on YouTube, which I haven't tried before, and which I'm sure was not conducive to sleep.
I also found it not to be particularly smooth to smoke this time.
Wednesday, June 26, 2019
Cherry Pie | THC 23.96% CBD 0.19% | Indica leaning hybrid
I was also hearing at owl last night. Hopefully it’s a new resident? What kind of owl?
Am I turning this blog into a personal blog? It’s supposed to be a weed blog and that’s it.
Anyways, not the first time I’ve had this strain, but I didn’t take notes before. (Hopefully I’ll get better about taking notes instead of just thinking I’ll remember things.) I did know I liked this one, just realized I might be getting it mixed up with another strain or two. And apparently it makes me want to write? Ok, on to how it feels.
I’m relaxed, clearly feeling communicative since I wrote the above. A bit twitchy. Pretty relaxed. Floaty.
Smooth or harsh: pretty smooth
Taste: earthy, almost had some petrichor to it
Anxiety: tbd but probably will help
Depression: it helps
Sleep: Helps with sleep, but I can choose to stay awake if I want to
Sensory issues: tbd
Auditory hallucination: nope
I found I had one or two anxiety thoughts and a small bit of depression breaking through, but they passed pretty quickly. I took it twice, first at 11 when I started writing, then again a few hours later when I finally dragged myself to bed. Hence how I got my notes about it helping me sleep, but also knowing I can stay awake if I choose.
Edit 6/26/2019: tried it again to see if it would help with sensory issues. It didn’t.
Tuesday, June 25, 2019
Critical Mass | THC 9.61% CBD 14.5% | Indica dominant
Stomach and gut are feeling better. My sore throat hasn’t improved. Still feel somewhat high but not like I would if I’d been smoking something with just THC.
Nausea has come back. It’s coming and going now.
Relaxed.
Monday, June 24, 2019
Blue Steel | THC 26% CBD 0% | Indica
Smoked some after reading some news that disturbed me. Definitely high, semi anxious.
Wonder Glue | Hybrid
Wonder Glue from William's Wonder Farm (Gorilla Glue and/or crossed with something maybe) HYBRID
10/1/2017 calming, relaxing
[6/25/2019: Did I get the name wrong in my notes or is this just a super local thing that isn't on Leafly or anywhere else?? Because I couldn't find any info on it.]
[6/25/2019: Did I get the name wrong in my notes or is this just a super local thing that isn't on Leafly or anywhere else?? Because I couldn't find any info on it.]
Wi-Fi OG | Sativa leaning
Wi-Fi OG
7/14/2019 closest so far to feeling drunk. Not terrible but not good. Losing track of thoughts. Dizzy. Cottonmouth. I could enjoy this but I would have to be in just the right mood.
[Sativa leaning hybrid is added after initial note taking.]
[Sativa leaning hybrid is added after initial note taking.]
The Mountain | Hybrid
The Mountain SATIVA?
10/18/2017 didn’t have enough to see how it effects me. One hit made me cough so much that I decided I shouldn’t have more unless I had water close at hand to help sooth my throat and coughing.
[6/25/2019: I couldn't find this on Leafly, I'm saying it's a hybrid based on what I found at SeedFinder.]
[6/25/2019: I couldn't find this on Leafly, I'm saying it's a hybrid based on what I found at SeedFinder.]
Tangilope | Sativa
Tangilope
4/11/2018 smooth. Not earthy but almost. Relaxed.
[6/25/2019: that it's Sativa is added after checking on Leafly.]
[6/25/2019: that it's Sativa is added after checking on Leafly.]
Super Silver Lemon Haze | Sativa
Super silver lemon haze SATIVA
from a Longview WA, grown and sold there
10/30/2017 not smooth but not very rough. Not sure how much it affected me or if I smoked enough for it to affect me much.
Silver Tip || Critical Mass | THC 9.61% CBD 14.5% | Indica dominant
Silver tip
7/14/2019 rough to smoke.
7/15/2019 still rough to smoke. May make me a bit drowsy. Used it mixed with critical mass last night to help me sleep, it was a good combo for that job. Relaxed.
Grower: Otis Gardens Inc.
Grower: Otis Gardens Inc.
Silver Hawk (cross between: Super Silver Haze, White) | Hybrid
Silver Hawk (cross: Super Silver Haze [sativa], White [indica]) HYBRID
10/6/2017 smooth. Didn't bother my throat or make me cough. Got my brain mildly in the "want to write an essay" mode and then relaxed me. Found myself thinking it would be nice to just cuddle in a bed with my boyfriend and hold him. Relaxed.
Mt. Gogi #2 | Sativa
Mt. Gogi #2 SATIVA ❤️
10/2/2017 my throat did not like the smoke from this going down. My
throat felt a tense from it for a bit. Gets my brain going. Thinking
thinking thinking. Developed a bit of a headache. Got the giggles, which
may have been the pot or may have been something funny. Or both. Then
calmed down but brain still felt extra active.
Lemon Diesel | Hybrid
Lemon Diesel
4/3/2019 DO NOT USE AGAIN. Was great at first, but then I felt a weird
kind of sick and anxious. Had to wait for it to pass and it sucked. NOTE
ADDED LATER: turns out that was me just smoking too much pot, and it's
actually fine when smoked in reasonable amounts.
[6/25/2019: I added that it is a hybrid after checking Leafly.]
I95 (cross between: Trianglel Cush, Legend OG, Star Dog) | Hybrid
I95 (contains: triangle cush [heavy indica], legend OG [heavy indica], star dog) HYBRID
10/2/2017 seems to make me tired. Smoke didn't bother my throat. At first...then it did bother my throat.
10/6/2017 smells tastes earthy.
Headband | Hybrid
Headband HYBRID🚫
2/23/2018 Smooth. Tastes odd at first but then nice aftertaste and then
next hit tastes good. Kinda liquorish taste. First I’ve found that I
would love to smoke just for the taste like how I drink coffee or tea
for taste. Headband kinda feeling. Kinda floaty head but also like weird
headache. Not exactly anxious but not as calm relaxed as the others
I’ve had. Worried it could cause paranoia if I have too much of it.
Still want to smoke more of it sometime. Kinda energized. Dry mouth.
Note after no longer stoned: probably better not to try it again. Stick to strains that don’t seem to possibly cause anxiety.
Flurple | Indica leaning
Flurple grown by Star ❤️
4/2/2018 relaxed. Smooth but kinda wifunantad of a harsh bite. Tastes
good. Feels like candy. Could maybe help with depression. Left throat
slightly sore. Not paranoid level but clearly not a good option for
helping anxiety. Slightly losing track of conversation.
[6/25/2019: I've added that it's msotly Indica after seeing what SeedFinder and CannaSOS say.]
[6/25/2019: I've added that it's msotly Indica after seeing what SeedFinder and CannaSOS say.]
Electric Dog Shit | Hybrid
Electric Dog Shit
11/19/2017 pretty sure it’s sativa. Had me in write an essay mode. And
wanting to analyze things. Then relaxed. Smooth. When I started coughing
after a couple hits just having some water soothed my throat well.
[6/25/2019: I determined that this is a hybrid from checking allbud and MMJ Market.]
[6/25/2019: I determined that this is a hybrid from checking allbud and MMJ Market.]
El Perro OG | Hybrid
CW: self harm mentioned
El Perro OG HYBRID (3/4 indica)❤️❤️
12/27/2017 bud smells kinda like petrichoe. Rough, I keep coughing. Must
have water when smoking this. More relaxed and even happy, which is
really nice after having been really depressed and also self harming
earlier in the day. I could almost be in writing an essay mode. Happy
and feeling cheerful.
Durban Poison | Sativa
Durban Poison
3/2/2019 at first had anxiety thoughts but without the anxiety. Was
still that odd “I should be anxious” thing. But relaxed into it and that
went away. Really nice for getting away from anxiety and stress. Head
feels odd, kinda achy or “headband” but ok. Floaty.
[6/25/2019: I determined that this is a Sativa from checking with Leafly.]
[6/25/2019: I determined that this is a Sativa from checking with Leafly.]
Cherry something
Cherry something grown by Star
4/2/2018 smooth at first then coughing. Tastes earthy. I love it. Tastes
like the most perfect rainy afternoon. Thinking of camp mountaindale.
Throat is starting to hurt. Totally worth it. The kind of high where I’m
aware that I’m high but I don’t feel high. Mouth is dry. When getting
to the last bit more hints of mint. Theory is that there were hints of
lemon balm that triggered mountaindale memories since lemon balm is the
only plant that has ever taken me back to a place. Finally felt stoned
after standing up. And dizzy.
4/3/2018
Citral Flo | Hybrid
Citral Flo HYBRID
10/18/2017 Pretty intense. Or maybe not right word. Trouble explaining
things in conversation, more so than usual, despite my mind feeling
active. Tastes earthy. Smooth at first but third hit had me coughing.
After initial of mind feeling really active I felt calmer. But mind
still analytical. May have dozed a bit. May be a bit of an aphrodisiac.
Cinex | Sativa heavy hybrid
Cinex SATIVA HEAVY HYBRID 😃😃😃
April 2019 tastes like petrichor. Can easily smoke more than intended
just to get more of the taste. Nice relaxed high, good for anxiety and
to some extent depression. If this was the only kind of high I ever got
I’d be happy.
Buba Kush | Indica
Buba Kush
5/20/2019 happy high. Relaxed. Horny. May be a good option for depression.
[6/25/2019: I checked with Leafly to find out that this is an Indica.]
[6/25/2019: I checked with Leafly to find out that this is an Indica.]
Blueberry Kush | THC 24% CBD 0% | Indica
Blueberry Kush
7/13/2019 Good high. Following conversation but too slow to respond to
contribute once. Possibly good for anxiety and depression. Auditory
hallucination.
Blueberry | Indica
Blueberry
April 2019 very nice
[6/25/2019: I checked with Leafly to find out that this is Indica.]
[6/25/2019: I checked with Leafly to find out that this is Indica.]
Banana Split | Sativa dominant
Banana Split
4/4/2019 feel pretty relaxed.
[6/25/2019: I found out this is Sativa dominant from checking Leafly.]
[6/25/2019: I found out this is Sativa dominant from checking Leafly.]
Alaskan Thunder Fuck | Sativa dominant
Alaskan Thunder Fuck ATF SATIVA ❤️
2/23/2018 Rough to smoke was coughing a lot. Relaxed. Kinda happy. Maybe
good for depression? Maybe getting me a bit more analytical. It may be
making me more affectionate.
[6/25/2019: I checked with Leafly to find out that it’s Sativa dominant.]
[6/25/2019: I checked with Leafly to find out that it’s Sativa dominant.]
Blue Steel | THC 26% CBD 0% | Indica
Losing track of who’s around me, getting very lost on my phone. Not keeping focus very well. Nice relaxed high.
Smooth or harsh: Not harsh but not quite smooth
Taste: earthy
Anxiety: Yep, nice and relaxed
Depression: may help
Notes after I’ve sobered up: it was awesome for giving me a mental holiday after a couple high stress days. I maintained a relatively same level of highness for quite a while (first on some other stuff and then this for a while) yesterday, and today I’m feeling relaxed enough that I probably won’t smoke at all until I use some pot to help me sleep.
Smooth or harsh: Not harsh but not quite smooth
Taste: earthy
Anxiety: Yep, nice and relaxed
Depression: may help
Notes after I’ve sobered up: it was awesome for giving me a mental holiday after a couple high stress days. I maintained a relatively same level of highness for quite a while (first on some other stuff and then this for a while) yesterday, and today I’m feeling relaxed enough that I probably won’t smoke at all until I use some pot to help me sleep.
Sunday, June 23, 2019
First post
As my first post, I’m sticking the notes I’ve already taken here. I’ll work on giving my different mtea their own posts to make them more easily findable, but at least this way I’ll have them on here while I’m working on that.
Dang, am I making sense? I admit I’m currently high. Otherwise I’d probably find a less cliche (is it cliche? I’m semi new to this...) blog name.
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Alaskan Thunder Fuck ATF SATIVA ❤️
2/23/2018 Rough to smoke was coughing a lot. Relaxed. Kinda happy. Maybe good for depression? Maybe getting me a bit more analytical. It may be making me more affectionate.
Banana Split
4/4/2019 feel pretty relaxed.
Blueberry
April 2019 very nice
Blueberry Kush
7/13/2019 Good high. Following conversation but too slow to respond to contribute once. Possibly good for anxiety and depression. Auditory hallucination.
Buba Kush
5/20/2019 happy high. Relaxed. Horny. May be a good option for depression.
Cinex SATIVA HEAVY HYBRID 😃😃😃
April 2019 tastes like petrichor. Can easily smoke more than intended just to get more of the taste. Nice relaxed high, good for anxiety and to some extent depression. If this was the only kind of high I ever got I’d be happy.
Citral Flo HYBRID
10/18/2017 Pretty intense. Or maybe not right word. Trouble explaining things in conversation, more so than usual, despite my mind feeling active. Tastes earthy. Smooth at first but third hit had me coughing. After initial of mind feeling really active I felt calmer. But mind still analytical. May have dozed a bit. May be a bit of an aphrodisiac.
Cherry something grown by Star
4/2/2018 smooth at first then coughing. Tastes earthy. I love it. Tastes like the most perfect rainy afternoon. Thinking of camp mountaindale. Throat is starting to hurt. Totally worth it. The kind of high where I’m aware that I’m high but I don’t feel high. Mouth is dry. When getting to the last bit more hints of mint. Theory is that there were hints of lemon balm that triggered mountaindale memories since lemon balm is the only plant that has ever taken me back to a place. Finally felt stoned after standing up. And dizzy.
4/3/2018
Critical Mass
Durban Poison
3/2/2019 at first had anxiety thoughts but without the anxiety. Was still that odd “I should be anxious” thing. But relaxed into it and that went away. Really nice for getting away from anxiety and stress. Head feels odd, kinda achy or “headband” but ok. Floaty.
El Perro OG HYBRID (3/4 indica)❤️❤️
12/27/2017 bud smells kinda like petrichoe. Rough, I keep coughing. Must have water when smoking this. More relaxed and even happy, which is really nice after having been really depressed and also self harming earlier in the day. I could almost be in writing an essay mode. Happy and feeling cheerful.
Electric Dog Shit
11/19/2017 pretty sure it’s sativa. Had me in write an essay mode. And wanting to analyze things. Then relaxed. Smooth. When I started coughing after a couple hits just having some water soothed my throat well.
Flurple grown by Star ❤️
4/2/2018 relaxed. Smooth but kinda wifunantad of a harsh bite. Tastes good. Feels like candy. Could maybe help with depression. Left throat slightly sore. Not paranoid level but clearly not a good option for helping anxiety. Slightly losing track of conversation.
Headband HYBRID🚫
2/23/2018 Smooth. Tastes odd at first but then nice aftertaste and then next hit tastes good. Kinda liquorish taste. First I’ve found that I would love to smoke just for the taste like how I drink coffee or tea for taste. Headband kinda feeling. Kinda floaty head but also like weird headache. Not exactly anxious but not as calm relaxed as the others I’ve had. Worried it could cause paranoia if I have too much of it. Still want to smoke more of it sometime. Kinda energized. Dry mouth.
Note after no longer stoned: probably better not to try it again. Stick to strains that don’t seem to possibly cause anxiety.
I95 (contains: triangle cush [heavy indica], legend OG [heavy indica], star dog) HYBRID
10/2/2017 seems to make me tired. Smoke didn't bother my throat. At first...then it did bother my throat.
10/6/2017 smells tastes earthy.
Ice Queen
Smells like Headband. Haven’t smoked yet.
Jaberwocky INDICA
2/5/2018
Lemon Diesel
4/3/2019 DO NOT USE AGAIN. Was great at first, but then I felt a weird kind of sick and anxious. Had to wait for it to pass and it sucked. NOTE ADDED LATER: turns out that was me just smoking too much pot, and it's actually fine when smoked in reasonable amounts.
Mt. Gogi #2 SATIVA ❤️
10/2/2017 my throat did not like the smoke from this going down. My throat felt a tense from it for a bit. Gets my brain going. Thinking thinking thinking. Developed a bit of a headache. Got the giggles, which may have been the pot or may have been something funny. Or both. Then calmed down but brain still felt extra active.
Silver Hawk (cross: Super Silver Haze [sativa], White [indica]) HYBRID
10/6/2017 smooth. Didn't bother my throat or make me cough. Got my brain mildly in the "want to write an essay" mode and then relaxed me. Found myself thinking it would be nice to just cuddle in a bed with my boyfriend and hold him. Relaxed.
Silver tip
7/14/2019 rough to smoke.
7/15/2019 still rough to smoke. May make me a bit drowsy. Used it mixed with critical mass last night to help me sleep, it was a good combo for that job. Relaxed.
Super silver lemon haze SATIVA
from a Longview WA, grown and sold there
10/30/2017 not smooth but not very rough. Not sure how much it affected me or if I smoked enough for it to affect me much.
Tang something grown by Star
4/3/2018 feeling good.
Tangilope
4/11/2018 smooth. Not earthy but almost. Relaxed.
The Mountain SATIVA?
10/18/2017 didn’t have enough to see how it effects me. One hit made me cough so much that I decided I shouldn’t have more unless I had water close at hand to help sooth my throat and coughing.
Wi-Fi OG
7/14/2019 closest so far to feeling drunk. Not terrible but not good. Losing track of thoughts. Dizzy. Cottonmouth. I could enjoy this but I would have to be in just the right mood.
Wonder Glue from William's Wonder Farm (Gorilla Glue and/or crossed with something maybe) HYBRID
10/1/2017 calming, relaxing
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