I wanted to share how I made this as a Stoner Recipe, but then I never wrote the post. So, no recipe, but it was such a beautiful creation that I guess I should just go ahead and share the photos I started this post with.
Thursday, December 12, 2019
Bagel Sammich
I wanted to share how I made this as a Stoner Recipe, but then I never wrote the post. So, no recipe, but it was such a beautiful creation that I guess I should just go ahead and share the photos I started this post with.
Blueberry Kush, GSC, Citrus Sap
12/11/2019
Blueberry Kush | on average THC is 17.5% | Indica heavy
Smooth. Taste reminds me of chocolate. Oh gods the idea of smoking this while drinking hot chocolate. Heaven. A good thinking high. Maybe a good study high? This is despite having taken my night pill which should be kicking in about now. I’m figuring out what kind of lighting I need to do the sorority tank how I want it, something I’ve been stuck on for a while. (The answer is that I need multiple lights, and I’ve got to accept that before any progress may be made.)
GSC | THC 29.87% CBD 0.08% | hybrid
grower: Pacific Frost Farms
Not smooth but not rough; medium. Working high. Study high, perhaps especially with coffee.
Got caught up in physics videos and painting.
Citrus Sap | THC 14.7% CBD 0.04% | hybrid
grower: Applegate Valley Organics
Smells like sap. The smoothest ever to smoke. Study high.
Oooh when filling in the details for this post I just realized that Citrus Sap has a much lower amount of THC, so now it makes sense that I don't feel as high on the Citrus Sap now as I did when smoking GSC earlier. This is why I write this stuff down. So I can spot stuff like this.
Blueberry Kush | on average THC is 17.5% | Indica heavy
Smooth. Taste reminds me of chocolate. Oh gods the idea of smoking this while drinking hot chocolate. Heaven. A good thinking high. Maybe a good study high? This is despite having taken my night pill which should be kicking in about now. I’m figuring out what kind of lighting I need to do the sorority tank how I want it, something I’ve been stuck on for a while. (The answer is that I need multiple lights, and I’ve got to accept that before any progress may be made.)
GSC | THC 29.87% CBD 0.08% | hybrid
grower: Pacific Frost Farms
Not smooth but not rough; medium. Working high. Study high, perhaps especially with coffee.
Got caught up in physics videos and painting.
Citrus Sap | THC 14.7% CBD 0.04% | hybrid
grower: Applegate Valley Organics
Smells like sap. The smoothest ever to smoke. Study high.
Oooh when filling in the details for this post I just realized that Citrus Sap has a much lower amount of THC, so now it makes sense that I don't feel as high on the Citrus Sap now as I did when smoking GSC earlier. This is why I write this stuff down. So I can spot stuff like this.
Sunday, December 8, 2019
Purple Girl Scout Cookies | Chemdog 91 | added tags
7/22/2019Smooth. Tastes earthy. Taking Purple GSC (grower: Old Gold Gardens) right after Bruce Banner so that will still be influencing.
Took Chemdog 91 (Indo Supply) next. Feeling anxieties but that could also be because I’m way too high now. Not like I’m super anxious but some. Maybe feel it in my chest.
A bit later. Maybe an hour or so later. Depressed. Maybe the second one wasn’t a good idea. Or maybe it’s jusg a bad idea when mixed with the other(s). Still overthinking everything.
Now taking cherry pie with critical mass to see if they’ll help. My hope is that cherry pie will help with depression and see if critical mass helps offset the added THC because of its high percentage of CBD.Bruce Banner 3 | Hybrid
HoodView Cannabis Distributing
Purple Girl Scout Cookies | THC 27.3% CBD 0% | Hybrid
Old Gold Gardens
Chemdog 91 | THC 20.11% CBD 0.06% | Hybrid
Indo Supply
Critical Mass | THC 9.61% CBD 14.5% | Indica dominant
Cherry Pie | THC 23.96% CBD 0.19% | Indica hybrid
Purple GSC, Durban Poison | tags added
8/17/2019Purple GSC (Old Gold Gardens). Helps with depression. Might work as a working high with caffeine, but definitely not by itself. Rough to smoke.
Later in the day:
Trying Durban Poison (Clear Creek Cannabis) to see if it helps with sensory overload. This time it’s bad enough that even music can be overload, which hasn’t been the case before.
Sooooo high. Auditory hallucination in right ear. It’s definitely helped with sensory overload. Still experiencing some but it’s dulled and bearable. Helping some with depression.
Purple GSC | THC: 27.3 CBD: 0% | Hybrid
Durban Poison | THC: 32.5% CBD: 0.008% | Sativa
Ooops forgot to title this post | added tags
Durban Poison (Clear Creek Cannabis) has been useful for sensory overload, sleep, anxiety, and I think depression. It's especially helpful with sensory overload if I keep it going with a relatively steady rolling high.
Bruce Banner 3 (HoodView Cannabis Distributing) seems to be a working high when used in careful moderation and mixed with caffeine. Also good for depression and anxiety.
Bad day on 8/22, had an anxiety day. Kept having anxiety returning despite TJ's Monkey Tape mixed with Kali Mist (dripper) and caffeine (I also didn't have a working high with this combo). Later tried Durban Poison, it didn't work as effectively on the anxiety as I'd been used to. (To be fair, the Amazon rain forest is on fire and can you blame my anxiety for latching onto something that's perfectly reasonable to be scared about?)
While writing this up on 8/23 I've apparently achieved a working high by mixing Bruce Banner 3 with coffee.
Grape Cinex, Grandpa's Finest, Gorilla Glue, Durban Poison
11/5/2019 Grape Cinex | THC: 16.36 CBD: 0.07
Compassionate Circles LLC
I've been smoking Grape Cinex today and yesterday. It's super smooth, I can take a couple big (for me) hits without even needing to drink something to prevent coughing.
I like it about as much as the regular Cinex, but it's been long enough since that one that I can't compare the two.
Gives me the same peacefulness of Kali Mist, but it's not a thinking high. Not to be smoked when there's something I've got to do, and will definitely be great for bedtime.
Grandpa's Finest
Gorilla Glue
I tried both of these a few days ago, they both got me really relaxed. They're both great strains to get again someday, I'm curious to learn more about the nuances of how they affect me.
12/8/2019
The last couple times I smoked Grape Cinex it made my heart race, which isn't ok. However that might have been becuase I smoked a whole bowl all at once because it stopped making me feel high so I just kept smoking more. It may be that I just need to be particularly cautious to not smoke too much of it all at once.
CW: sui ideation
I suspect that Durban Poison was partially responsible for getting me in and later near a suicidal mind set. It clearly works beautifully for me so much of the time, but at this point I can't justify continuing to smoke it. Even if I had someone close at hand to watch me I wouldn't want to potentially put myself through that again. Because Cherry Pie is so close to Durban Poison and generally has such a similar affect I'm undecided about whether to keep smoking it.
I also want to note that while my emotions were particularly wacky after I came within an inch of almost killing myself, the strains didn't affecting me as expected. In retrospect that could have been due to smoking a single strain for longer than expected, but I also need to be aware that when I'm in or near a mental health crisis that pot may not affect me as it normally does.
Black Cherry Diesel | THC 23% CBD 0% |
Taking with coffee.
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Ok so I'm looking through my drafts months after the fact, and what you see above is all I wrote in this and I don't even know at this point when exactly I smoked it or how I felt.
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Ok so I'm looking through my drafts months after the fact, and what you see above is all I wrote in this and I don't even know at this point when exactly I smoked it or how I felt.
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